There's nothing new on the adoption, we still haven't been able to make a decision. We talk about it, think about it, pray about it --- then we don't talk about it, try not to think about it and continue to pray about it. The time is coming closer and we still don't know what we will do.
Halloween is quickly approaching -- the beginning of the holiday season, a time of excitement . . . before you know it Thanksgiving will be here and then Christmas. This year it feels so different -- I've tried to make myself forget and move on but the truth is I can't stop it . . . this thought keeps creeping into my mind; Vika should be here with us .....
And now facing this decision -- to continue or not ..... I know life isn't always fair ........... but it's hard to understand, how can this be right???
Just so you know, although the insides are in turmoil we try to keep life as normal for Hailee as we can. Tonight we took a trip to the Pumpkin Farm and had a great time checking everything out. Hailee picked the perfect pumpkin along with a few more so it wouldn't be all alone on the porch!
Here's Lisa, Jack & Hailee with a couple of the pumpkins.
We loved the displays . . . they were so creative!
To end on a really positive .... Jonathan, Amanda & Hayden sent me a special birthday & Christmas present .... a ticket to visit them. Hayden is growing so fast and starting to walk! Can you beleive that; he just turned 10 months old!! Lisa decided to join me -- we'll be heading to Seattle November 6th for 4 days! Can't wait!!
2 comments:
Glad to hear you've got a trip to look forward to. I'm so sorry you're having to go through all this. It just doesn't seem right. Hoping your little grandson will lighten your heart.
Thinking of you,
Karen
Remember to give Hayden special kisses and hugs from Kenda & Linda!
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